Me and You

Its been a while im not logging in or read blogs.as i read ur blog,im kinda surprised..im shocked..

hmm well how to say this?am i hoping for u to love me again?maybe its not gonna happen again right?i know ive been selfish just to left u alone wondering what all this about..i love u more than anything..just that im not that good in showing it as i told u before.all my relationship does goes like this,lack of me in their life..i rather show my love in my own way but never mature enough to understand on how to be a gentleman which lead suffer to u..

and u said there's someone new in ur life right now..yes it did left a scar in me to read that but i understand that u also need happiness,not a puzzle built between us..and bout my sickness,i just dont want everyone to worried..thats all..i dont want to see sad faces around me,all i want everyone to be happy..

i never blame u or said that u betray me?have i said that?for me,u are the queen of my heart and no one will take that away..

i know its impossible to rebuild again,but im hoping and pray everything will be good in the future..at least ur happy now with someone,thats ok for me..but u always be in my heart..forever..

hope ur success in ur life and we'll stay as a bestfriend right?like before..still can laugh together and share stories..*omg,im actually crying while typing this* i know i cant accept it but i have to..
may god bless u sayang...dont let others to hurts u okay..

thats all i can write down for now..thanks for everything,for the joy and for the happiness u giving me all these years..Thank You :)



p/s im sorry...love u so much...