Dumb & Dumber

ISO Internal Audit for the whole week...

Hectic, stressfull, crazy, and a lot more....

been a while la kan to update this stuff...

well have a good time evryone....aaaa helpppp!!!!

Me and You

Its been a while im not logging in or read blogs.as i read ur blog,im kinda surprised..im shocked..

hmm well how to say this?am i hoping for u to love me again?maybe its not gonna happen again right?i know ive been selfish just to left u alone wondering what all this about..i love u more than anything..just that im not that good in showing it as i told u before.all my relationship does goes like this,lack of me in their life..i rather show my love in my own way but never mature enough to understand on how to be a gentleman which lead suffer to u..

and u said there's someone new in ur life right now..yes it did left a scar in me to read that but i understand that u also need happiness,not a puzzle built between us..and bout my sickness,i just dont want everyone to worried..thats all..i dont want to see sad faces around me,all i want everyone to be happy..

i never blame u or said that u betray me?have i said that?for me,u are the queen of my heart and no one will take that away..

i know its impossible to rebuild again,but im hoping and pray everything will be good in the future..at least ur happy now with someone,thats ok for me..but u always be in my heart..forever..

hope ur success in ur life and we'll stay as a bestfriend right?like before..still can laugh together and share stories..*omg,im actually crying while typing this* i know i cant accept it but i have to..
may god bless u sayang...dont let others to hurts u okay..

thats all i can write down for now..thanks for everything,for the joy and for the happiness u giving me all these years..Thank You :)



p/s im sorry...love u so much...

She's my queen...

you're always in my heart :) love you so much..

at last....

happy to be back i guess...start of today,i'll be working in kuching...no moresibu or elsewhere..done..enough..fed up nak keje kat tempat lain..warghhh best2...Bing! coffee anyone?haha...

well long time not update this "so-called-diary"...any updates?not much..training was good and yeah now im gonna miss Sibu..lol..sikpa2..later i visit Sibu again..tunggu Sibu maju dulu..ive been diagnose with some weird sickness..i donno how to handle my life but i try to be positive.we never know till when we gonna live after this..ok thats it..

gonna rock out for now...till then...

my last post for now

here i am again..
donno where to start.
well this is my last post for now before heading to sibu to do my training there..
hope things will be fine there and i expect a lot ahead me coz i never been there.
but yeah,i got my aunt and uncle in julau,so boleh la lepak2 there when i cuti ke ape.
sure nnt terer cakap iban..apooohhh..hahaha
sibu...damn why la aku kene work jauh sgt..ingat dah keje kat kuching,everything will stay here..tgk2 kena train jauh..shit..
ok enough with that..tomorrow just drive n drive n drive..alone plak tu..sure melambak antu2 join blkg seat kete..

other things plak..
td just watch transformers with my bro n frens..
great great movie..
worth my money and time masa nak que..bkn main panjang lagi.
well new cineplex open at the spring..woohoo..tambah satu lagi cinema kat kuching..sakai..haha
funny thing is sebab nak amik parking ticket,sikit lagi nak langgar merc kat belakang..
if langgar mmg naya la kena bayar..
pas tgk then we lepak2 kat bing's coffee..oh so much better than starbucks..
back home,pack my things..cant sleep..take my pills n facing my laptop donno what to do..
pikir masa depan..whats ahead?hmm nothing much for now..

and rainforest 2009,u sucks..hish y la y..
got the ticket but keje la plak..so anyone nak beli?its for 3 day passes for only RM250..
if buy on the same day would be RM100 per day..
till now got no buyer..damn hangus la duit aku..
3 years dah miss the event..fcuk..mmg sucks..harap2 cancel kena ribut ke ape ke..
and lizst,ko boh nak tetak2 nangga aku sik pat pg sia..lek2 bah bro..aku sabar jak..
tampar palak pecah dahi lak..haha tagline ko ya dr dolok.

lastly for sayang if u read this :

You are far away, but you own my soul.
You have stolen my heart,
Another love I could never know.
A part of me, you will always be.
Only your love can set me free.
Free from the loneliness and the pain.
Will we meet? Or is it all in vain?
I pray to my God above.
Please baby I need your love.

xoxoxoxoxoxox



lastly have a good day everyone..enjoy the day and hope to see ya around next time..

gonna be driving later for 6hours to sibu..

Monday 29th june, 2009

My 1st day of working..
1st impression?well its a civil company which run so many projects throughout Sarawak.
good company,nice enviroment,cool stuff to learn *autocad* lol (so many years xsentuh autocad).
for now,i will be in kuching HQ till wednesday.thursday gonna go to sibu for the road repair project and i will train there for 3 months (i hope)..so gonna do the soil test, surveying, road mapping, draugthing...omg so many work to do..so harap2 can manage to do so.ye la,before this experience pun keje lam office je..even im a civil grad,but never work in that industry except for industrial training..
thanks to my family, friends and to someone which i miss so much for supporting me..
even with my condition which is not so well,but i will survive :) dont worry..
well its just the beginning..today is my 1st day so i gonna make a good attitude and impress every senior and prove that i capable in doing this job..

so i hope everyone have a good time,have fun and take care

im done for now :D

the color YOU...

the color you

1st verse

i wanted to tell you what it was
but i was afraid
i wanted to tell you it was love
but i was ashamed
i wanted to know
i wanted to see
i wanted what every empty heart should feel
but all that you love
and all that you need
are more than aythin' i could ever give

chorus
the color you
what am i suppose to do
with this thoughts coming from my heart
this song is my own last shot

2nd verse
I wanted to tell her everything
But then it was gone as soon as it came
How did it change
What did you see
Where did we go wrong

but the worst part is having no idea
Not knowing what's on her mind
Who's in her heart.
Ouuuuuhhh i said the worst part is having no idea
what she'll say to me.

2nd chorus
I see you watchin him
when you dont think i know
I gotta know
I wanna know
Is it me who's gonna love you long.
i know
I gotta know
I wanna know
Is it me who's gonna love you long.